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[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about bureaucratic tedium.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "boilerplate formalities", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about relationship dynamics.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "their significant others and others", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about language recycling.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "my interest in the pop vernacular and cliche, the term 'found poetry' with its suggestion of the 'trouvaille' and estheticism of junk sculpture was always far from my concerns. i am interested in the lethal implications of socially debased language, at least i was at the time of code of flag behavior, which has something in common with the pop art strategies of warhol, lichtenstein and wesselman. contrary to the beliefs of many poets, all language is 'found,' but some language is not only, found, but second and third and hundredth hand.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about unresolvable textual complexity.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "anticipate the hybrid texts of conceptual writing today, taking up, as they do, complex philosophical issues that can be addressed but never resolved.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about minimalist poet performance.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "however, he did not bring the traditional paraphernalia poets bring with them to such occasions: books with folded pages, manuscripts, notepads, scraps, or any other texts to read off from.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about poetic form deconstruction.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "from the traditional verse with line-breaks, stanzas. sonorous wordplay, and musical rhythms", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about spoken word poetry.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "the idea of creating poetry only for performance instead of for print publication", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about digital manipulation.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "very thing is recorded, and if it is recorded, then it can be edited", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about mental flood.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "spewing a torrent, a stream of consciousness", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about mind's fragmented landscape.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "in between the sheer poetry and the fractured narrative. i saw a transcript of how the mind works – not a linear stream of thought, but layers of interjections, interruptions, insurrections.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about linguistic performance art.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "piece to play on the nerves of the audience, not the intellect. and in writing a text so near to unlearnable as not i, with its exhaustively tricksy repetition and countless interjections to be spoken at such speed, he gets it.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about existential resonance.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "we vibrate, we exist, we are reborn", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about creative exhaustion.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "much of the stress comes from weeks of burnout and writer's block followed by successive all-nighters.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about invisible labor exploitation.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "anyone working in service, content creation, or any of the other strains of the \"immaterial labor force\" (which continues to render invisible the very material forms of labor still reserved for the poor or outsourced to nations with lower wage rates)-knows what this alienation feels like.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about emotional capitalism.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "your feelings are now professional currency.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about digital labor blur.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "accelerated late capitalism moves our placelessness to the domain of the virtual, the disembodied. increasingly, there is no distinction between leisure and labor. some of that is due to the gamification of our behavior and habits", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about constrained identity.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "aqency becomes limited by the versions of ourselves we are allowed to show, that we are safe in showing", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about performative authenticity.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "boredom. this constant, enforced mandate to \"be ourselves\" and \"speak our minds\" can make a person's innermost self feel like public property, and the idea of an \"innermost self\" even existing becomes suspect", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about fossil fuel decline.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "war on coal energy-related greenhouse-gas emissions", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about language displacement.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "linguistic exile", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about child's alternate reality.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "it's certain right away that the little girl lives in an entirely different metabolic and perceptual universe than her mother/ caretaker/ older friend.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about surgical cleanliness.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "the concept known as maintaining a sterile field", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about confused bewilderment.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "what the hell was that all about", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about nomadic family life.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "well, our life is their normal. because we're migratory workers in a sense, they have this wonderful thing where they get to be students of the world. they have memories of being in vietnam, or that time in paris, or over in calgary. the downside is friends, sleepovers, team sports - these have been the challenges that we've had to work out.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about absurd German cleanliness.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "ve are not here to have fun, ve are here to wash ze face.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about quirky movie date.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "watchin a movie w u is like going to opera w penguin", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about unnecessary gender marketing.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "pointlessly gendered objects", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about botanical confusion.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "but i couldn't tell a hemlock from a balsam tree", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about textual intimacy.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "i think that i am your ideal reader-or that, the ideal reader is one who is in love with the writer & combs the text for clues about that person & how they think", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about art writing.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "you write about art so well", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about culinary detachment.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "how to abstract oneself from food fluxes and the mechanical sign of the meal?", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about daily multitasking.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "talking, writing, teaching, working out and dealing with this house,", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about artistic self-doubt.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "that i'd chosen film and theater, two art forms built entirely on collisions, that only reach their meanings through collision, because i couldn't ever believe in the integrity/ supremacy of the 1st person (my own).", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about ephemeral desire.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "sex and commerce, transience and mystery", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about commuter workforce.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "the dozen other riders on the bus to chetumal all seemed employed", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about home boundaries.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "house, if not by invitation, at least with your consent.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about exhausted uncertainty.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "ragged tired and unsure", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about gender identity exploration.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "i never felt feminine, but i always felt female", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about fashion self-doubt.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "my outfit's dreadful. i watch the road, smoke and fiddle with the radio. i'm wearing black quess jeans, black boots, an iridescent silver shirt, the black bolero leather jacket that i bought in france. it's what i planned but now it's making me feel gaunt and middle-aged.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about Jewish artistic identity.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "with our two-bit artworld hustles, projects, conversation skills-well, we were kikes. you made me ready to recant on", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about academic aging cynicism.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "15 years spent studying wit and difficulty in new york. i'd become a hag.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about stylish educator.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "i'm a schoolteacher in flashy clothes.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about tight jean discomfort.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "the jeans are tight. i have to pee.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about feminist body art.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "artists in the program wanted, according to faith wilding, to \"represent our sexuality in different, more assertive ways ... 'cunt' signified to us an awakened consciousness about our bodies ... [we made] drawings and constructions of bleeding slits, holes and qashes ... \"", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about female narrative critique.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "why every act that narrated female lived experience in the '70s has been read only as \"collaborative\" and \"feminist.\"", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about disillusioned academic wannabe.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "i may have no credentials or career but i'm way too old to be an academic groupie.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about human darkness.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "how does evil happen?", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about vulnerable self-expression.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "i was talking, you were listening. you were witnessing me become this crazy and cerebral girl, the kind of girl that you and your entire generation vilified.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about overthinking silenced.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "\"you think too much,\" is what they always said when their curiosity ran out.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about conversational manipulation.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "control the conversation, then abruptly shift its modes", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about emotional exhaustion.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "well this was very cruel, but loving you'd become a full-time job and i wasn't ready to be unemployed", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about confrontational dismissal.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "\"i don't owe you anything. you barged in here, this was your game, your agenda, now it's yours to deal with.\" i wasn't anything at that moment except shock and disappointment. changing gears, you added archly: \"i guess now you'll start sending me hate letters.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about toxic masculinity.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "vou'll add me to your demonology of men.\"", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about toxic obsessive relationship.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "we've had two or three evenings! talked on the phone once or twice! and you project this shit all over me, you kidnap me, you stalk me, invade me with your games, and i don't want it! i never asked for it! i think you're evil and psychotic!\"", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about art world randomness.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "the arbitrariness of art careers", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about desperate hope seeking.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "entry 52 shows that fat at this point in his life reached out for any wild hope which would shore up his confidence that some qood existed somewhere.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about existential despair.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "the applecart is just an endless series of indigestible meals and social commitments that are useless and probably shouldn't even be honored, and futile pointless conversations, gestures, just to finally die abandoned, treated like a piece of garbage by people in white coats who are no more civilized than sanitation workers ... that's what the applecart means to me.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about sexual trauma.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "shame is what you feel after being fucked on quaaludes by some artworld cohort who'll pretend it never happened, shame is what you feel after giving blowjobs in the bathroom at max's kansas city because liza martin wants free coke. shame is what you feel after letting someone take you someplace past controlthen feeling torn up three days later between desire, paranoia, etiquette wondering if they'll call.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about toxic intimacy.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "made me realize how everything that's passed between us all came back to sex and ugliness and identity", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about thin bodies.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "both of us tall and anorexic", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about matching outfits.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "and our jackets matched", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about artistic identity clash.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "you're a mod and i'm a modernist", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about cult leader manipulation.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "who through sleep deprivation amateur gestalt therapy and sexual manipulation attempted to exert mind control over a group of 10 students in washington, d.c.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about fractured reality descent.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "peabody, an overweight suburban schizophrenic who richard'd let into the group because schizophrenia, like aboriginal dream time, breaks down the continuum between space and time, decided to go off her medication.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about emotional intelligence.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "i mainly heard about it from smart women who liked to talk about their feelings", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about wrestling life philosophy.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "to be the man u gotta beat the man we all can't be pimps, and we all can't rap", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about accomplishment celebration.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "done, job well done!", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about supreme confidence.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "i must be, entirely, too fucking fresh", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about marginalized wounded souls.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "asperger's boys, girls who'd been hospitalized for mental illness, system professors who would not be receiving their tenure, lap dancers, cutters, and whores.\" the message: people with wounds and frustrated dreams.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about vibrant plastic aesthetic.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "hot pink and satisfingly plastic", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about self-destruction.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "marching boldly into self-abasement", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about artistic female wanderlust.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "all traverse similar narrative terrain from different angles-a female artist's frustrated career arc, her childless and nomadic marriage", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about desperate financial abortion.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "extra money (\"it was a profitable scheme, but conse quently, the pair are homeless\"); the husband has a daughter from his first marriage, but the couple never has children together (they have abortions instead)", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about intimate artistic longing.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "romantic abjection, ambiguous and often frustrating intimacies, artistic devotion and ambition, social communion and alienation", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about detached existence.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "life is not personal.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about female subjectivity suppression.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "\"women have been denied all access to the a-personal,\" and that it seems the \"straight female \"i' can only be narcissistic, confidential, confessional.\"", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about feminine emotional intensity.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "even romantic obsession, dependence, and desperate pursuit, stereotypically \"female\" states of abjection-hold universal significance", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about perfect gemstone.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "this stone is flawless", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about performative femininity.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "a four-inch manicure says, \"i not only volunteered to make myself a functionally useless human being, but i paid for it, too.\"", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about broken spirit.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "fractured. restless", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about artistic wandering identity.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "a cabaret performer, puppet maker, novelist and poet, zigzagged across switzerland and germany for 20 years recanting and revising their beliefs.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about existential anxiety.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "i'm sensing that the farthest point of synchronicity is fear and dread", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about designer cigarette rebellion.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "donatella repaired to an outdoor terrace to smoke - seated at a wrought-iron table, she thumbed open a pack of \"special dv marlboro reds\" (so called because her staff in milan is instructed to cover the customary \"smoking kills\" label on every pack with a sticker bearing a dv monogram in medieval script)", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about toxic romantic patterns.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "Rebekah thrived on hopeless relationships. Mickey was the most recent in a long line of inappropriate men who always left Rebekah intrigued but vaguely unsatisfied.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about sacred intimacy.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "He offered her the body, the blood of Christ, letting his fingers touch the moist tip of her tonque after placing the Communion wafer between her slightly parted lips.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about shameful doubt.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "Although he had little faith, he did have shame.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about desperate survival performance.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "The world is aqainst him and he's smart enough to know it. making the appropriate noises, feigning ecstasy.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about fleeting charm.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "He will find this endearing, until he doesn't. dt t", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about composed irritation.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "She looked annoyed, but very much in control.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about weird fashion branding.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "esoteric denim, or mad marketing strategies.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about defensive sarcasm.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "I went from being quiet and withdrawn to being mean, where mean was saying exactly what I thought and making sarcastic comments relentlessly. Sincerity was dead to me.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about self-aware vulnerability.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "her self-deprecating, ironic but naïve certainties about what they are doing", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about reality TV competition.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "Inevitably on every reality television program, someone will boldly declare, \"I'm not here to make friends.\"", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about social performance.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "In many ways, likability is a very elaborate lie, a performance, a code of conduct dictating the proper way to be.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about validation culture.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "Certainly there is a culture of relentless affirmation online. but it would be shortsighted to believe that this desire to be liked, this desire to express what or whom we like, begins or ends with the Internet.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about knowledge disparity.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "Didn't I know, he asked, that some people found me a snob? I didn't. Our marriage was formed by the things Christopher knew and the things I did not.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about ambiguous concern.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "She lowered her voice in a way that I found difficult to decipher, it might have been genuine hesitation or its mere facsimile, she was not above such manipulations. -I'm worried about him.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about perpetual escape.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "always running away before he was running toward anything.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about fleeting empathy.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "But he was drawn to people who were in a state of loss. This gave people the mistaken impression that he was a sympathetic man. His sympathy lasted as long as his curiosity.", "role": "system" } ]
[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about expressive female beauty.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "her features were too heavy to be described in such conventional terms, they were very expressive, which was generally not considered appealing in a woman's face (hence the mania for treatments like Botox, for face creams that promised to freeze the features into youthful immobility; it was more than the mere pursuit of youth, it arose out of a universal aversion to a woman's propensity to be excessive, to be too much) -she was alluring, undoubtedly so.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about bureaucratic tedium.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "boilerplate formalities", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about relationship dynamics.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "their significant others and others", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about language recycling.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "my interest in the pop vernacular and cliche, the term 'found poetry' with its suggestion of the 'trouvaille' and estheticism of junk sculpture was always far from my concerns. i am interested in the lethal implications of socially debased language, at least i was at the time of code of flag behavior, which has something in common with the pop art strategies of warhol, lichtenstein and wesselman. contrary to the beliefs of many poets, all language is 'found,' but some language is not only, found, but second and third and hundredth hand.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about unresolvable textual complexity.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "anticipate the hybrid texts of conceptual writing today, taking up, as they do, complex philosophical issues that can be addressed but never resolved.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about minimalist poet performance.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "however, he did not bring the traditional paraphernalia poets bring with them to such occasions: books with folded pages, manuscripts, notepads, scraps, or any other texts to read off from.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about poetic form deconstruction.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "from the traditional verse with line-breaks, stanzas. sonorous wordplay, and musical rhythms", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about spoken word poetry.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "the idea of creating poetry only for performance instead of for print publication", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about digital manipulation.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "very thing is recorded, and if it is recorded, then it can be edited", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about mental flood.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "spewing a torrent, a stream of consciousness", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about mind's fragmented landscape.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "in between the sheer poetry and the fractured narrative. i saw a transcript of how the mind works – not a linear stream of thought, but layers of interjections, interruptions, insurrections.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about linguistic performance art.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "piece to play on the nerves of the audience, not the intellect. and in writing a text so near to unlearnable as not i, with its exhaustively tricksy repetition and countless interjections to be spoken at such speed, he gets it.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about existential resonance.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "we vibrate, we exist, we are reborn", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about creative exhaustion.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "much of the stress comes from weeks of burnout and writer's block followed by successive all-nighters.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about invisible labor exploitation.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "anyone working in service, content creation, or any of the other strains of the \"immaterial labor force\" (which continues to render invisible the very material forms of labor still reserved for the poor or outsourced to nations with lower wage rates)-knows what this alienation feels like.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about emotional capitalism.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "your feelings are now professional currency.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about digital labor blur.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "accelerated late capitalism moves our placelessness to the domain of the virtual, the disembodied. increasingly, there is no distinction between leisure and labor. some of that is due to the gamification of our behavior and habits", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about constrained identity.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "aqency becomes limited by the versions of ourselves we are allowed to show, that we are safe in showing", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about performative authenticity.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "boredom. this constant, enforced mandate to \"be ourselves\" and \"speak our minds\" can make a person's innermost self feel like public property, and the idea of an \"innermost self\" even existing becomes suspect", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about fossil fuel decline.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "war on coal energy-related greenhouse-gas emissions", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about language displacement.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "linguistic exile", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about child's alternate reality.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "it's certain right away that the little girl lives in an entirely different metabolic and perceptual universe than her mother/ caretaker/ older friend.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about surgical cleanliness.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "the concept known as maintaining a sterile field", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about confused bewilderment.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "what the hell was that all about", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about nomadic family life.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "well, our life is their normal. because we're migratory workers in a sense, they have this wonderful thing where they get to be students of the world. they have memories of being in vietnam, or that time in paris, or over in calgary. the downside is friends, sleepovers, team sports - these have been the challenges that we've had to work out.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about absurd German cleanliness.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "ve are not here to have fun, ve are here to wash ze face.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about quirky movie date.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "watchin a movie w u is like going to opera w penguin", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about unnecessary gender marketing.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "pointlessly gendered objects", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about botanical confusion.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "but i couldn't tell a hemlock from a balsam tree", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about textual intimacy.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "i think that i am your ideal reader-or that, the ideal reader is one who is in love with the writer & combs the text for clues about that person & how they think", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about art writing.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "you write about art so well", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about culinary detachment.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "how to abstract oneself from food fluxes and the mechanical sign of the meal?", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about daily multitasking.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "talking, writing, teaching, working out and dealing with this house,", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about artistic self-doubt.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "that i'd chosen film and theater, two art forms built entirely on collisions, that only reach their meanings through collision, because i couldn't ever believe in the integrity/ supremacy of the 1st person (my own).", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about ephemeral desire.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "sex and commerce, transience and mystery", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about commuter workforce.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "the dozen other riders on the bus to chetumal all seemed employed", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about home boundaries.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "house, if not by invitation, at least with your consent.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about exhausted uncertainty.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "ragged tired and unsure", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about gender identity exploration.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "i never felt feminine, but i always felt female", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about fashion self-doubt.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "my outfit's dreadful. i watch the road, smoke and fiddle with the radio. i'm wearing black quess jeans, black boots, an iridescent silver shirt, the black bolero leather jacket that i bought in france. it's what i planned but now it's making me feel gaunt and middle-aged.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about Jewish artistic identity.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "with our two-bit artworld hustles, projects, conversation skills-well, we were kikes. you made me ready to recant on", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about academic aging cynicism.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "15 years spent studying wit and difficulty in new york. i'd become a hag.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about stylish educator.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "i'm a schoolteacher in flashy clothes.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about tight jean discomfort.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "the jeans are tight. i have to pee.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about feminist body art.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "artists in the program wanted, according to faith wilding, to \"represent our sexuality in different, more assertive ways ... 'cunt' signified to us an awakened consciousness about our bodies ... [we made] drawings and constructions of bleeding slits, holes and qashes ... \"", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about female narrative critique.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "why every act that narrated female lived experience in the '70s has been read only as \"collaborative\" and \"feminist.\"", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about disillusioned academic wannabe.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "i may have no credentials or career but i'm way too old to be an academic groupie.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about human darkness.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "how does evil happen?", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about vulnerable self-expression.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "i was talking, you were listening. you were witnessing me become this crazy and cerebral girl, the kind of girl that you and your entire generation vilified.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about overthinking silenced.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "\"you think too much,\" is what they always said when their curiosity ran out.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about conversational manipulation.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "control the conversation, then abruptly shift its modes", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about emotional exhaustion.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "well this was very cruel, but loving you'd become a full-time job and i wasn't ready to be unemployed", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about confrontational dismissal.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "\"i don't owe you anything. you barged in here, this was your game, your agenda, now it's yours to deal with.\" i wasn't anything at that moment except shock and disappointment. changing gears, you added archly: \"i guess now you'll start sending me hate letters.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about toxic masculinity.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "vou'll add me to your demonology of men.\"", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about toxic obsessive relationship.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "we've had two or three evenings! talked on the phone once or twice! and you project this shit all over me, you kidnap me, you stalk me, invade me with your games, and i don't want it! i never asked for it! i think you're evil and psychotic!\"", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about art world randomness.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "the arbitrariness of art careers", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about desperate hope seeking.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "entry 52 shows that fat at this point in his life reached out for any wild hope which would shore up his confidence that some qood existed somewhere.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about existential despair.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "the applecart is just an endless series of indigestible meals and social commitments that are useless and probably shouldn't even be honored, and futile pointless conversations, gestures, just to finally die abandoned, treated like a piece of garbage by people in white coats who are no more civilized than sanitation workers ... that's what the applecart means to me.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about sexual trauma.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "shame is what you feel after being fucked on quaaludes by some artworld cohort who'll pretend it never happened, shame is what you feel after giving blowjobs in the bathroom at max's kansas city because liza martin wants free coke. shame is what you feel after letting someone take you someplace past controlthen feeling torn up three days later between desire, paranoia, etiquette wondering if they'll call.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about toxic intimacy.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "made me realize how everything that's passed between us all came back to sex and ugliness and identity", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about thin bodies.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "both of us tall and anorexic", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about matching outfits.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "and our jackets matched", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about artistic identity clash.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "you're a mod and i'm a modernist", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about cult leader manipulation.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "who through sleep deprivation amateur gestalt therapy and sexual manipulation attempted to exert mind control over a group of 10 students in washington, d.c.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about fractured reality descent.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "peabody, an overweight suburban schizophrenic who richard'd let into the group because schizophrenia, like aboriginal dream time, breaks down the continuum between space and time, decided to go off her medication.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about emotional intelligence.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "i mainly heard about it from smart women who liked to talk about their feelings", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about wrestling life philosophy.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "to be the man u gotta beat the man we all can't be pimps, and we all can't rap", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about accomplishment celebration.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "done, job well done!", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about supreme confidence.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "i must be, entirely, too fucking fresh", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about marginalized wounded souls.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "asperger's boys, girls who'd been hospitalized for mental illness, system professors who would not be receiving their tenure, lap dancers, cutters, and whores.\" the message: people with wounds and frustrated dreams.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about vibrant plastic aesthetic.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "hot pink and satisfingly plastic", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about self-destruction.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "marching boldly into self-abasement", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about artistic female wanderlust.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "all traverse similar narrative terrain from different angles-a female artist's frustrated career arc, her childless and nomadic marriage", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about desperate financial abortion.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "extra money (\"it was a profitable scheme, but conse quently, the pair are homeless\"); the husband has a daughter from his first marriage, but the couple never has children together (they have abortions instead)", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about intimate artistic longing.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "romantic abjection, ambiguous and often frustrating intimacies, artistic devotion and ambition, social communion and alienation", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about detached existence.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "life is not personal.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about female subjectivity suppression.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "\"women have been denied all access to the a-personal,\" and that it seems the \"straight female \"i' can only be narcissistic, confidential, confessional.\"", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about feminine emotional intensity.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "even romantic obsession, dependence, and desperate pursuit, stereotypically \"female\" states of abjection-hold universal significance", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about perfect gemstone.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "this stone is flawless", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about performative femininity.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "a four-inch manicure says, \"i not only volunteered to make myself a functionally useless human being, but i paid for it, too.\"", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about broken spirit.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "fractured. restless", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about artistic wandering identity.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "a cabaret performer, puppet maker, novelist and poet, zigzagged across switzerland and germany for 20 years recanting and revising their beliefs.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about existential anxiety.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "i'm sensing that the farthest point of synchronicity is fear and dread", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about designer cigarette rebellion.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "donatella repaired to an outdoor terrace to smoke - seated at a wrought-iron table, she thumbed open a pack of \"special dv marlboro reds\" (so called because her staff in milan is instructed to cover the customary \"smoking kills\" label on every pack with a sticker bearing a dv monogram in medieval script)", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about toxic romantic patterns.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "Rebekah thrived on hopeless relationships. Mickey was the most recent in a long line of inappropriate men who always left Rebekah intrigued but vaguely unsatisfied.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about sacred intimacy.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "He offered her the body, the blood of Christ, letting his fingers touch the moist tip of her tonque after placing the Communion wafer between her slightly parted lips.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about shameful doubt.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "Although he had little faith, he did have shame.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about desperate survival performance.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "The world is aqainst him and he's smart enough to know it. making the appropriate noises, feigning ecstasy.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about fleeting charm.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "He will find this endearing, until he doesn't. dt t", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about composed irritation.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "She looked annoyed, but very much in control.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about weird fashion branding.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "esoteric denim, or mad marketing strategies.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about defensive sarcasm.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "I went from being quiet and withdrawn to being mean, where mean was saying exactly what I thought and making sarcastic comments relentlessly. Sincerity was dead to me.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about self-aware vulnerability.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "her self-deprecating, ironic but naïve certainties about what they are doing", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about reality TV competition.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "Inevitably on every reality television program, someone will boldly declare, \"I'm not here to make friends.\"", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about social performance.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "In many ways, likability is a very elaborate lie, a performance, a code of conduct dictating the proper way to be.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about validation culture.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "Certainly there is a culture of relentless affirmation online. but it would be shortsighted to believe that this desire to be liked, this desire to express what or whom we like, begins or ends with the Internet.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about knowledge disparity.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "Didn't I know, he asked, that some people found me a snob? I didn't. Our marriage was formed by the things Christopher knew and the things I did not.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about ambiguous concern.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "She lowered her voice in a way that I found difficult to decipher, it might have been genuine hesitation or its mere facsimile, she was not above such manipulations. -I'm worried about him.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about perpetual escape.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "always running away before he was running toward anything.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about fleeting empathy.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "But he was drawn to people who were in a state of loss. This gave people the mistaken impression that he was a sympathetic man. His sympathy lasted as long as his curiosity.", "role": "system" } ]

[ { "content": "Make clstlclms about expressive female beauty.", "role": "user" }, { "content": "her features were too heavy to be described in such conventional terms, they were very expressive, which was generally not considered appealing in a woman's face (hence the mania for treatments like Botox, for face creams that promised to freeze the features into youthful immobility; it was more than the mere pursuit of youth, it arose out of a universal aversion to a woman's propensity to be excessive, to be too much) -she was alluring, undoubtedly so.", "role": "system" } ]