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He spent hours laying plans for how he and his family would survive. Over and over, he replayed an imagined apocalypse.\nThough he wouldn't be diagnosed until many years later, in retrospect Wortmann realizes the episode marked his \"first full-blown bout\" with obsessive-compulsive disorder.\nIn his memoir Triggered, Wortmann examines the origins of his anxieties and how he came to be overwhelmed by intrusive thoughts.\n\"One of the most ... misunderstood aspects of OCD,\" Wortmann tells NPR's Neal Conan, \"is that many people believe that it has to involve visible physical compulsion, such as hand-washing or counting or organizing things.\"\nAfter his sophomore year in college, Wortmann was diagnosed with purely obsessional obsessive-compulsive disorder \u2014 also called \"pure O\" \u2014 where the compulsive behaviors are entirely internal, intrusive thoughts.\n\"I think everyone experiences these kind of things. Your mind will just sort of settle on something really distressing and upsetting, and ... most people are able to shake it off. Unfortunately, with obsessive-compulsive disorder, the thoughts take on kind of a life of [their] own, and you begin to wonder: 'What do these mean? How can I make them go away?' \"\nHe discusses how he gradually learned to cope with what some call the \"doubting disorder.\"\nFletcher Wortmann was diagnosed with a form of obsessive-compulsive disorder after his sophomore year in college.\n\"I'd had a number of therapists growing up. I eventually had a breakdown and was brought to McLean Hospital, and up to the point of that hospitalization, people misunderstood, misdiagnosed. They would try to reassure me ... those thoughts don't mean anything, which ironically is the worst thing you can do for someone with OCD, because trying to reassure them and tell them that they are safe, it doesn't help with the fundamental issue of uncertainty and just sort of serves as another ritual, another metaphorical hand-washing that can't really give them the absolute certainty they would desire.\"\n\"There's an almost schizophrenic aspect to it sometimes. There's a sense of being taunted by someone, the way it continually hones in on your worst fears and traumas and anxieties. There's a very adversarial aspect to it.\n\"And ironically, I think overcoming that has been part of my successful treatment because eventually you have to learn ... OCD is, it's like diabetes. It's a condition. It's not something I'll ever be able to completely exorcise or cure.\n\"So accepting it just as a psychological mechanism, rather than as my evil doppelganger, has been very helpful.\"\n\"I had friends who had contamination issues who would have to sit there with their hands in a toilet for two hours without washing, or with their hands in a bucket of biohazard junk.\n\"And it's a terrible, challenging, traumatizing process. ... But I found through ERP [exposure response therapy] I was able to really confront the things I was frightened of without obsession and eventually managed my disorder much better.\"\n\"I was very hesitant to take medication, and I think because of this cultural myth we have that medication turns you into a zombie or a robot, or it changes who you are. That hasn't been my experience. I found it's been useful in helping me get into a place where the exposure response therapy ... was more acceptable and doable and less painful.\n\"And that myth of psychiatric medication as a kind of, you know, giving up or selling out, that really disturbs me because I think that's part of what prevented me from really seeking out this kind of help I needed for so long. And I wonder how many other people out there are resisting therapy when they could really benefit from it.\"\n\"I was really excited about writing Triggered. I think my primary issue was in editing and revising it and trying to make the text absolutely perfect. And of course there are any number of changes that have to be made as part of the publication process. ... They'd come to me, and they'd say, 'Oh, you can't use those song lyrics for legal reasons.' And I'd be like, 'Ah, you've plunged a knife into my chest.' \"\n\nBased on the text material above, generate the response to the following quesion or instruction: What was Wortmann's experience writing his memoir Triggered, and how did he deal with the changes that had to be made during the publication process?<|im_end|>\n<|im_start|>assistant\nFletcher Wortmann's experience writing his memoir Triggered was exciting, as he was eager to share his story and raise awareness about obsessive-compulsive disorder. However, during the publication process, he had to deal with the challenging task of editing and revising his work. He had a perfectionistic approach to his writing, which made it difficult for him to accept changes suggested by editors.\n\nWortmann recounts how he would feel when editors suggested changes to his text, saying, \"They'd come to me, and they'd say, 'Oh, you can't use those song lyrics for legal reasons.' And I'd be like, 'Ah, you've plunged a knife into my chest.' \"\n\nDespite the challenges, Wortmann was able to overcome his resistance to change and work with editors to refine his manuscript. He realized that the changes were necessary to make his work more accessible and impactful for readers.\n\nIn summary, Wortmann's experience writing Triggered was both exciting and challenging, as he navigated the publication process and learned to accept changes to his work. Through this process, he grew as a writer and gained a deeper understanding of the importance of collaboration in creating a polished and engaging memoir.<|im_end|>\n"], "chosen_attention_mask": [1, 512], "chosen_input_ids": [1, 512], "chosen_labels": [1, 512], "prompt": ["Here is a piece of text: When Obsessive-Compulsive Thoughts Are 'Triggered' In his memoir Triggered: A Memoir of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, Fletcher Wortmann describes the intrusive, overwhelming anxieties that plagued him, and recounts how he gradually learned to cope with what some call the \"doubting disorder.\"\nFrom a young age, Fletcher Wortmann spent countless hours absorbed by his obsessions. In third grade, he became consumed with the idea that every nonwater substance on the planet would soon freeze. He spent hours laying plans for how he and his family would survive. Over and over, he replayed an imagined apocalypse.\nThough he wouldn't be diagnosed until many years later, in retrospect Wortmann realizes the episode marked his \"first full-blown bout\" with obsessive-compulsive disorder.\nIn his memoir Triggered, Wortmann examines the origins of his anxieties and how he came to be overwhelmed by intrusive thoughts.\n\"One of the most ... misunderstood aspects of OCD,\" Wortmann tells NPR's Neal Conan, \"is that many people believe that it has to involve visible physical compulsion, such as hand-washing or counting or organizing things.\"\nAfter his sophomore year in college, Wortmann was diagnosed with purely obsessional obsessive-compulsive disorder \u2014 also called \"pure O\" \u2014 where the compulsive behaviors are entirely internal, intrusive thoughts.\n\"I think everyone experiences these kind of things. Your mind will just sort of settle on something really distressing and upsetting, and ... most people are able to shake it off. Unfortunately, with obsessive-compulsive disorder, the thoughts take on kind of a life of [their] own, and you begin to wonder: 'What do these mean? How can I make them go away?' \"\nHe discusses how he gradually learned to cope with what some call the \"doubting disorder.\"\nFletcher Wortmann was diagnosed with a form of obsessive-compulsive disorder after his sophomore year in college.\n\"I'd had a number of therapists growing up. I eventually had a breakdown and was brought to McLean Hospital, and up to the point of that hospitalization, people misunderstood, misdiagnosed. They would try to reassure me ... those thoughts don't mean anything, which ironically is the worst thing you can do for someone with OCD, because trying to reassure them and tell them that they are safe, it doesn't help with the fundamental issue of uncertainty and just sort of serves as another ritual, another metaphorical hand-washing that can't really give them the absolute certainty they would desire.\"\n\"There's an almost schizophrenic aspect to it sometimes. There's a sense of being taunted by someone, the way it continually hones in on your worst fears and traumas and anxieties. There's a very adversarial aspect to it.\n\"And ironically, I think overcoming that has been part of my successful treatment because eventually you have to learn ... OCD is, it's like diabetes. It's a condition. It's not something I'll ever be able to completely exorcise or cure.\n\"So accepting it just as a psychological mechanism, rather than as my evil doppelganger, has been very helpful.\"\n\"I had friends who had contamination issues who would have to sit there with their hands in a toilet for two hours without washing, or with their hands in a bucket of biohazard junk.\n\"And it's a terrible, challenging, traumatizing process. ... But I found through ERP [exposure response therapy] I was able to really confront the things I was frightened of without obsession and eventually managed my disorder much better.\"\n\"I was very hesitant to take medication, and I think because of this cultural myth we have that medication turns you into a zombie or a robot, or it changes who you are. That hasn't been my experience. 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Unfortunately, with obsessive-compulsive disorder, the thoughts take on kind of a life of [their] own, and you begin to wonder: 'What do these mean? How can I make them go away?' \"\nHe discusses how he gradually learned to cope with what some call the \"doubting disorder.\"\nFletcher Wortmann was diagnosed with a form of obsessive-compulsive disorder after his sophomore year in college.\n\"I'd had a number of therapists growing up. I eventually had a breakdown and was brought to McLean Hospital, and up to the point of that hospitalization, people misunderstood, misdiagnosed. They would try to reassure me ... those thoughts don't mean anything, which ironically is the worst thing you can do for someone with OCD, because trying to reassure them and tell them that they are safe, it doesn't help with the fundamental issue of uncertainty and just sort of serves as another ritual, another metaphorical hand-washing that can't really give them the absolute certainty they would desire.\"\n\"There's an almost schizophrenic aspect to it sometimes. There's a sense of being taunted by someone, the way it continually hones in on your worst fears and traumas and anxieties. There's a very adversarial aspect to it.\n\"And ironically, I think overcoming that has been part of my successful treatment because eventually you have to learn ... OCD is, it's like diabetes. It's a condition. It's not something I'll ever be able to completely exorcise or cure.\n\"So accepting it just as a psychological mechanism, rather than as my evil doppelganger, has been very helpful.\"\n\"I had friends who had contamination issues who would have to sit there with their hands in a toilet for two hours without washing, or with their hands in a bucket of biohazard junk.\n\"And it's a terrible, challenging, traumatizing process. ... But I found through ERP [exposure response therapy] I was able to really confront the things I was frightened of without obsession and eventually managed my disorder much better.\"\n\"I was very hesitant to take medication, and I think because of this cultural myth we have that medication turns you into a zombie or a robot, or it changes who you are. That hasn't been my experience. I found it's been useful in helping me get into a place where the exposure response therapy ... was more acceptable and doable and less painful.\n\"And that myth of psychiatric medication as a kind of, you know, giving up or selling out, that really disturbs me because I think that's part of what prevented me from really seeking out this kind of help I needed for so long. And I wonder how many other people out there are resisting therapy when they could really benefit from it.\"\n\"I was really excited about writing Triggered. I think my primary issue was in editing and revising it and trying to make the text absolutely perfect. And of course there are any number of changes that have to be made as part of the publication process. ... They'd come to me, and they'd say, 'Oh, you can't use those song lyrics for legal reasons.' 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And I'd be like, 'Ah, you've plunged a knife into my chest.' \"\n\nBased on the text material above, generate the response to the following quesion or instruction: What was Wortmann's experience writing his memoir Triggered, and how did he deal with the changes that had to be made during the publication process?<|im_end|>\n<|im_start|>assistant\nFletcher Wortmann found the process of writing his memoir, Triggered, to be both exciting and daunting. He faced challenges in editing and revising the text, and the process of making sure the text was perfect for publication involved making many changes that were difficult for him to accept. 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